Monday, January 14, 2008

Spelling Relief in Africa















Marketing the product Rolaids, the advertisement on television asked: “How do you spell relief?” A Google search’s first hit: R-O-L-A-I-D-S Spells Relief®
When you feel the uncomfortable rumblings of acid indigestion begin, turn to ROLAIDS® for relief. The question at hand though, how to spell relief when feeling the uncomfortable rumblings of poverty. How does the world spell relief?

Thursday’s visit with Anne & Walter in their new home in Athlone we were reminiscing about how we met in District Six five years ago. Anne shared how she and Walter were stranded on the street one night in the pouring down rain, Marshall offered them shelter at his place, a tumbled down, man-made shack he’d put together on his own. It wasn’t the greatest but it was a place to come in out of the rain and rest. Walter and Anne made several improvements to the “hokkie” in District Six as Marshall chose to share his home with them. In turn, they became like spiritual parents for Marshall who had gotten in trouble as a young man. After being released from a reformatory he lost track of his parents and family. “God sets the lonely in family” became a true covenant between Anne, Walter and Marshall. The older couple looked after Marshall when he became sick; and remembered those even less fortunate by sharing meals and prayer with the needy and poor they met in town, as Marshall had done for them.

Morlena introduced us all. I was pouring out my heart to God one day like Habakkuk: “How long Oh Lord must I wait and groan and pray for you to release me to do the work you sent me here to do?” Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a one legged woman on crutches battling furiously to get up the steep hill of a street I was about to drive up myself. I couldn’t pass her by! “Want a ride?” You bet she did! I asked where she was from, what she was doing, where she was going. Morlena was on her way to the store for a loaf of bread. Waiting while she purchased the bread, I remembered God’s response to Habakkuk: “Look and watch and be utterly amazed, for I am about to do something that even if told you wouldn’t believe.” Hmmm, I found myself in a “suddenly” scenario that had I been told I probably wouldn’t have believed it! I gave Morlena a ride back to her place; which turned out to be this shack I’d seen many times on my prayer walks. Hunkered down inside the shack providing shelter from the strong Southeaster blowing through Cape Town, Auntie Anne was making tea on her paraffin stove and Morlena returned with the bread and me. After tea we prayed and I promised to return. Sunday morning Laura and I returned with a big thermos of coffee and muffins. We began to meet regularly on Sunday morning and Anne started inviting friends from all over Cape Town to join us. We met in that field of high grass in District Six where 60,000 had been previously displaced, their homes torn down. Out in front of the hokkie, everyone would bring something to share. 1 Corinthians 14:26 became very real as often upon arrival I’d sense something to say and others would join in with their “two cents” as well. We prayed for the sick to be healed, for folks to be able to find jobs and homes, for God’s favor to come when they met with housing council staff about government housing available for them. But we weren’t the great white hope. We all prayed, there was something about unity that brought about God’s blessing.
Psalm 133 says: “How good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell together in unity…, there I can command the blessing, even life forevermore.”

Diane, Monica, Maria, Marshall, David, Morlena, and countless others became members of the Kingdom of God through Anne’s little “hokkie” church. God helped Walter and Anne find a more permanent home outside of the shack in District Six, too. Marshall was admitted to a TB treatment center in Retreat where we visited him on Saturdays. Anne & Walter moved into a complex for elderly in Athlone. They have a nice flat with a lounge, kitchen and bathroom. It’s more like a small row house as they all share a shower and bath at the end of the passage. But they feel relatively safe and secure and are very happy to have running water, electricity and a private, indoor toilet versus the outdoors that put them on display every day and the plastic bucket of water that was used for bathing. Morlena once got hold of a 12 volt battery that was charged and managed to hook it up to a television so they could watch it back at the shack. Now Anne has a real stove, fridge and kitchen sink and a television. Their only complaint: it isn’t close enough to town to invite the poor. You see, Anne has this theory that when God blesses you must give back to others as well.

That’s how we got talking on Thursday. Anne was perplexed as to how to help her old friends who hadn’t yet found the courage or ability to rise from the economic ashes of poverty and all its trappings. Marshall had gotten out of the hospital but ended up back on the street despite the pension he received from the government. He abused the pension purchasing alcohol instead of going to the shelter we found for him. He died last month. There was no money to pay for a funeral. I suggested to Anne we just let the government take care of the body. We all had taken care of Marshall as best we could and we hoped we’d see him in heaven. Aside from that there really wasn’t much else we could do for Marshall now. So we bowed our heads in Anne & Walter’s little flat and thanked God for our friend Marshall. We remembered the funny, quirky things about him that we loved. The white suit he used to don on Sundays as he sauntered down to the church. And that was our last memory of our friend, smiling in his pearly white suit. We promised to one another not to forget him and to go to those he’d been with last to visit them, encourage them and pray for them to find a better way in the world.

Anne reminded us of that promise while telling about two of those folks who’d showed up at the door to ask Anne for food as they had nothing. Anne shared what she had and gave the last of her money to them to get back to town on the taxi bus. Now she was crying out to God in her heart… ‘How can I help them?’ Another ‘suddenly’ occurred. Maybe we could all donate something to give Anne to take to her friends. She couldn’t have them all over to her house as it wasn’t allowed. But Anne could go to them and take food. How would she get there? She could have taken a taxi but there was something about the relationship we share with one another that compelled us to say, “How about we come get you guys and go with you?” She was thrilled! She’d wanted to ask me about doing that but didn’t quite know how to get the answer she wanted. She didn’t want to overwhelm me with more to do. Who was she to ask? She worried that perhaps I would think she was ungrateful for the visit we made to her. Ha!

Christina, who was with us, was longing for some curry; she just didn’t want to have to cook it. Curry it was! We shopped on the following Thursday and Saturday Natasha, cooked up a big pot of chicken curry. Sunday morning we took it out of the fridge and put it back on the heat. Caitlin came along and made the rice. By two o’clock we were preparing to go. Laura showed up from work with about twenty loaves of leftover bread Charmaine sent. Patricia had purchased plates, forks, cups and some cold drinks. We brought along some extra juice and the feast was on!

There were about twenty-five people already waiting. A few sick ones waited back at the shacks hoping there would be enough for them, too, and a few were working as parking guards so plates were saved for them for later.

We didn’t organize a hug line where they paid us by letting us give them a hug. No, instead we dished up the plates and served each person individually. We introduced ourselves and hopefully will remember their names when we return. Felicity, William, Ashley, Martin, Regina, Miriam, Jonathon…. as you can see there aren’t 25 names listed here. Faces help us remember better. Gilbert thanked us on his way off to work: “Thank you so much for making a meal for us. This is probably the only decent meal we will eat all week. Some of us are able to work and we try to share what we have but there doesn’t seem to be enough to go around often. This has helped us more than you know. Thank you so much.” Several of them asked for prayer and still others asked if we’d be back. We said, ‘ask Anne’. It was after all, the church God was building through Anne. We were her back up, her support team. Afterward in the car she was so thankful and grateful for what we’d been able to do for the folks. She told stories of folks that we had met long ago in District Six whom God had helped get homes in Delft, Athlone and jobs, etc. She’d run into them often and they’d say, ‘please tell Susan thanks for the prayers and that we are doing great.’

Anne and I often prayed for a certain special one, Sena. Over the years we’d both told Sena how God had helped Anne and how he would help her, too, if she wanted it. Anne ran into Sena a few weeks back. Off the street, Sena was staying at the Night Haven shelter. It wasn’t far from where we’d served the lunch so we popped in to see if she was there. They found her hiding in the back watching her laundry dry on the line. She was thinner than we’d ever seen her. Emaciated and pallid, she pulled up her shirt to show us the massive tumor in her breast. We prayed, asking God for a miracle. Sena said she had peace that God would heal her. She was going to the hospital for the removal of the tumor and she believed she would be healed from TB as well. She wanted us to pray that the newspaper would help her find her daughter and grandchildren. She’d been on the street so long they’d lost touch with one another. So we prayed again and promised to come back to see her now that we’d found her again.

Thinking over the events of the past few days the Rolaids commercial came to mind. I’d been wondering how to start a writer’s workshop. I didn’t even know if any of these folks could write. I decided I would begin the writing for them, in their own words of course and together we would begin the rebuilding journey Nehemiah had begun centuries before. At first he didn’t tell anyone about the favor of God and the King. Instead he went about inspecting the ruins. And we’d done the same, prayer walking through the streets of Cape Town; crying out for change, transformation, rebuilding and along the way God began to establish relationships among us and people He would bring across our paths.

Years before I’d asked him to confirm for me that I was really obeying Him and not being deceived by leaving the church I’d grown up in to attend one my husband requested we attend as a family. It was so very different from all I’d been raised to believe, or so I thought. He promised to build a church through us that didn’t have any name upon it but His own.

Now I was beginning to glimpse, maybe only dimly still, that that church had something in common with those gates they began rebuilding in the book of Nehemiah. I’d written a note in my Bible once to ask Johnny Crist about those gates. What did they represent? I don’t know why I was to ask Johnny. Perhaps at the time I saw him as wise, experienced, and knowledgeable? Perhaps God wanted to use that question for Johnny?

Now I was seeing that the gates are those places in our hearts that have broken down. The Bible says, “Hope deferred makes the heart sick.” Hope that has been deferred by circumstances beyond our control can be devastating. For Walter and Anne that night in the rain, Marshall was Jesus in skin. He didn’t represent salvation but perhaps the beginning of transformation came in the one small act of kindness as Marshall stretched out his hand to help strangers in need. I’d written another couple of words in my bible: ‘pray for the love deficits’ while praying for transformation for Cape Town.

Born into captivity in Babylon, Nehemiah had grown up hearing stories about the homeland of his ancestors. He heard about the exiles that were back in the city attempting to rebuild. Being told of the ruins and the gates having been burned by fire Nehemiah got down on his knees, fasted and prayed and wept crying out to the God who promised to restore. Receiving the grace, blessing and favor of God and the King he went to help rebuild. He didn’t immediately announce that he had come to be the ‘great hope’ but after careful inspection he revealed all God had done in answer to his prayer and what the King had said. They replied, “Let us begin this good work.” And so they began to rebuild the gates of the city. The priests were the first to begin and then the heads of every household and their families joined in. That’s our prayer, too, that you will hear about those in exile, in sickness and in extreme poverty; even the spiritually rejected, broken and homeless ones and as the King provided supplies and permission for Nehemiah to leave aside his regular employment; we too, will be able to do the same, helping the broken and rejected, exiles of a dark continent to rebuild their lives.


Susan Hill
Blood N Fire, RSA
Cape Town, South Africa
14 January 2008

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

The Prophesied Promised Land

In the early 90s my friend Robin Rieder took me to a Rick Joyner conference. Attendees were invited to receive personal prophetic ministry offered by their first prophetic school students. I am not one to seek personal prophecy. I believe if you want to hear from the Lord you ought to start by asking him yourself. I didn't realize how much that particular day would really blow me away; until about ten years later!

I remember what two of the people in the room that day said to me. The first: "Do you have any brothers? I don't know why but God is saying, 'your brothers I will use to take care of your son.' Nothing was wrong with Evan so I was a bit concerned but thought perhaps it had to do with our decision to go into full-time ministry- that my brothers would be there for him. When I thought of my own brothers I didn't know how they might help. Looking back now I think God meant my spiritual brothers as many of them have had a great hand in helping him into his destiny... from Mike Lawrence who gave him his first guitar, to Scott Thomas and Jim Arrendel and more recently Dr. Nancy Eriksen who's spoken volumes into Evan's spirit. All those who joined BNF, committed, volunteered and gave to the ministry through support, prayer and fellowship are also testimony to Evan that his mom and dad were on the right track in choosing to sell our home and allow God's life transformation in our family which made room for hundreds of strangers who God wanted to put into family.

The second person said: "I see you somewhere, it isn't around here. I see you in a house surrounded by flowers. You are standing at what might be the door, it's glass all around and you are looking through it at a round body of water." We'd just sold our home and all our belongings to move into a duplex in the inner city of Atlanta to serve the poor and homeless. I wasn't sure what God was saying here!

November 28, 2000 The Hill family moved to Cape Town, South Africa. Our first three years we rented in an area close to town called Walmer Estate. In the mail and out of the blue came an announcement of a celebration of Mahanaim. We lived in a predominantly Muslim neighborhood, why would such a flyer be in our mailbox? We didn't go to the celebration but the name mulled over and over in my mind. I looked it up in scripture: Genesis 32:1: "Jacob also went on his way and the angels of God met him. When Jacob saw them, he said, 'This is the camp of God!' So he named that place Mahanaim." See verses 9-12 & 22-28.

From Walmer Estate Ned, Caitlin and I moved into a beautiful loft Ned had built for us through provision God made possible by our spiritual family, Blood N Fire. The loft was located in the City Bowl District of Cape Town. It was a lovely place to pray and hear God; we had a spectacular view of Devil's Peak and District 6. It was modern and perfect in every way, except for when the others who'd come out from Atlanta to work with us for a season went home! Then Evan and Laura moved into the loft with us. Our two bedroom loft quickly became very crowded for 5 people! So we put it on the market and began to look around for where God would take us next. Boy were we surprised!

Every Sunday we'd clean and shine and pray over the loft and leave for the day while it the estate agents put it On Show. Ned and I looked for the better part of a year to find the place God had for us. While viewing a house we loved but couldn't afford the agent said she thought she was about to have a listing that was perfect for the five of us. She called the next day inviting us to take a look at a home in Newlands. Standing inside the living room looking out into the garden a suddenly occurred. Suddenly the prophecy from the 90s rang loudly! I was gazing through a door made of glass with windows adjoining and flowers surround the house! I'd nearly forgotten but God hadn't! And the round body of water was a lovely pool! How could missionaries ever be able to get a house like this? Impossible? Jesus taught that nothing is impossible for those who believe! I believed! But how could this happen? Incredulously I sensed God telling me a figure to tell Ned to offer. We told the agents, they asked what we were doing in Cape Town. When we told them they told us they were Christians, too, and we prayed for God to make the way. He did! And everyday since then He continues to be the Way! We have not the means but we have put everything into believing God said this was our Promised Land. It's not about the material of it all- it's about how we can use the house for God! It's where our house church meets, it's where we are gathering spiritual family from all around Cape Town monthly to pray for the city, nation and the nations of Africa. It's a home to those in need, it's an art school for kids, it's a place where others can come and spend time and be surprised by God who's in their midst. It's a testimony to the poor, and to those who are just beginning to rebuild their lives in Cape Town. I'm not justifying it, I'm just saying it's Promised Land to so many!

I had already begun writing in 2005 when we moved to the loft yet had no idea what form God would give to that writing or how he would use it. We were and still are weak knee-ed and trembling but we took possession of our promised land as a testimony to all God's children. And like Jacob we are in awe and wonder as to what might happen next but continue to use our home to show others how He makes a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland.

In 2005 during prayer with our house church I saw a vision of a stopped up river. It had been dammed up by a great many obstacles. We tried to move some of these boulders physically but to no avail. As we prayed very large angels would come down to remove the obstacles so the water could flow freely. As soon as it did the beavers would get busy building more dams that would become traps for the larger boulders that would come and stop everything up again. And like clockwork it would continue- we would pray and the angels would come and the water would flow and the beavers would come back with a vengeance. I began to see it was our own perpetual doubt, fear and unbelief that made way for the beavers building the dams, becoming the obstacles to our faith and the grace God had intended.

This is the year of New Beginnings! Yesterday Edith sent me a message from the Lord for us: A year for ministry and possession of the promised land, Exodus 3:8. 2008 is for you and your family, flowing in the blessings, in Jesus' name.
Exodus 3:8: "So I have come down to rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land into a good and spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey."

"And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me and I have seen the oppression of the Egyptians upon them. So now go, I am sending you to Pharoah to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt. But Moses said, 'Who am I?'..... And God said, 'I will be with you.'

I feel like Moses but God said to him, "I AM Who I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: "I AM has sent me to you."

I've written obediently as Holy Spirit inspired and downloaded to me. We've shared with others God brought on our path to shine His light of truth and we say to you now: "Go! Possess the Promised Land He has set before you!"

At Blood N Fire in Atlanta David used to say, "my ceiling is your floor, launch out into the destiny prepared for you!"

This is your year! Believe it!



Susan Hill
Blood N Fire, RSA
Cape Town, South Africa
bnfrsa@sentechsa.com

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